High school really changes you and your views on life. I feel like so far, in the one and a quarter (?) years I've been attended Cameron, I've been like three people. Many things affect these changes, from the people and ideas I've been introduced too, to the consequences I have faced for testing the limits I have. Not many drastic changes on the outside have been made, I still live in the same house, I still have my daily routines. But it feels completely different. I feel like these are the years we open up our eyes a bit. Now it feels real, we are doing this to prepare ourselves for the rest of our life. Now it's about being cautious, making sure everything's to the best of my ability. I can't just do the bare minimum in school and spend the rest of it having fun. No, now it's about making sure everything's as good as possible, if I haven't done my work then I go home and do it. I can't just let everything slip away and expect to end up in good places. But I feel like I'm shooting blindly, I don't know what I'm doing or working for, all I know is that I'm just trying my best. I feel like high school opens our eyes to see how shut they are. It's not even just high school. It's new observations. It might just be me, but within the few years its been really hitting me that people are so so so much more complex then they seem. That moves me to how complex EVERYTHING is.